How to Not Run Away from the Convention
Question: We are now in preparation around the world, all the groups are working among themselves. And many feelings awaken: On one hand, there is a great feeling, yearning, desire and focus toward the convention, and on the other hand, there is fear inside, distance, where you want to run away.
Kabbalist Dr. Michael Laitman: Very good, excellent. The one who feels both–this is a sign that the vessel advances to build itself correctly: there are both left and right lines here.
Question: And how can this person, now, who feels this way, tip his scale and not run away?
Dr. Laitman: First of all, it is necessary, as much as possible, to reasonably divide your time for family, work, study, friends, and so on, and determine what you work on in everything you do, that your work will lead you to correction. I don’t know what else to say. It is already your experience, the experience of many years. You need to show them what to do next.
Question: Does a person need to share his feelings with his ten, and see that this is so, that he is looking only inside himself, working with this, discovering distance and closeness: to come or not to come?
Dr. Laitman: A person of course chooses for himself–to come or not to come, to come closer or to distance himself. He is doing that, you cannot obligate him, you can awaken him for some time, but afterward he will still follow the desire of his heart.
Question: Do I need to bring this desire of the heart into the ten, for the ten to decide?
Dr. Laitman: No, the ten cannot decide for a person. A person, before being absorbed by the ten, tries to determine that. No one in the world can decide for me. I can learn from them, include myself in them, but in any case, this is my only work, my private work. This is my work as an individual.