Start taking life into your own hands
I am not kidding. I say this in all seriousness. The time has come for us to part ways and for you to continue on your own. If you need help, then I am there, in my place. But really, start taking life into your own hands. Go ahead and unite around the convention organizers, around everyone. Good luck! I am with you in heart and soul, but you finally need to grow up.